FYI I'm writing this with tears on the edge of my eyes.
Gosh I need private space.
Well, um, I'm just quite dissapointed on what I've just do in a couple of minutes ago. I send my email for 9 assignments from RK and was glad that I made it in time when I found out that I didn't.
I didn't make the count.
You have no idea how I need to resist the urge for me to not write the swear word on this post.
I just hate myself. Why can't I be earlier? Why can I not make the count in just only a couple of seconds? Why do I kept doing these deadline things? Why? Why? WHY?!?!?!?
*emotionally throwing a tantrum on the keyboards of my laptop* *my feet kept kicking the ground* *resisting the urge to cry*
I can do this.
It's just the first month, I surely can do this.
I can do better next time.
I will do better next time.
I will not be defeated by time again.
I think I'm okay now.
I think I'll go play some games so I can forget this thing. Or maybe just watch youtube. Or hear some loud rock music. Or take a nice long shower. Or sleep. Or watch a movie. Or wash my clothes.
Whatever it is, I don't want any human interactions tonight.
I need privacy.
Please do not talk to me tonight. I won't reply, I'll just give you a very weird look that'll scare you off. So please just don;t try to talk to me.
Thanks. I hope you understand. I hope you appreciate it.
I truly am sorry guys.
Asrama Rumah Kepemimpinan
Thursday, 1st September 2016